2020-04-04

The Shaggs: An Examination of Outsider Music in 2015

[Note: this piece was originally published on Rachele Krivichi’s now defunct blogspot back in January, 2015. Please visit her new site for all of her writing and art! https://twomuse-creative.com/).]  

Rachele asked me to write about a band called The Shaggs and their record entitled Philosophy of the World. For any of you who've heard of this wonderful masterpiece, you'll be familiar with what I'm about to discuss here. It doesn't matter if you actually enjoy it, you probably understand what it is, although the ways in which each of you listen to it vary immensely no doubt. Whether you find it incredible, hilarious, baffling, or just downright disturbing, Philosophy represents quite possibly the best and most famous example of “outsider music”. A term that attempts to group a collection of records released in the last 100 years into a tidy little genre. And as much as “genres” or “tags” or “styles” provide any real help to listeners in 2015, “outsider music” as a genre/tag/style's been providing zero help to listeners since day 1.

As the 20th century progressed, records started to pop up by bands or individuals or unknowns that baffled. Records that existed starkly outside the Popular cannon, lacked what some might call “normal” qualities, generally perplexing audiences. It wasn't until many years after their releases, or however long a cult takes to gain traction, did any of these records become the closest thing we get to “household” names. But, the progression of “outsider” music starts with the advent of one recording technology and more than likely ends with the introduction of another and the society that brought it forth. Not just underground but center-of-the-earth underground. Greatly misinterpreted, routinely abandoned, and radically innovative – outsider music has always been there for those looking for something they might never find again.

Disclaimer: I don't know enough to plot the path or even really highlight all of the great records that might be considered outsider – (I'd probably try if I felt Rachele would give me the space). It seems that within popular music criticism or commentary, a definition of Outsider Music has eluded many. And that may very well be the best we're gonna get. Definitions put forth in the past few decades have ranged from “music made by the insane” to “weird” to “avant-garde” to “pop”. It's kind of all over the place. But because why not, I'm still going to attempt just that. Not because I think we need more bickering over words that describe music, but because understanding what Outsider Music is allows us to look at what Outsider Music means today. And The Shaggs are the most logical place to start.

Their story is far-and-away the most well-known within the genre. I'll try and keep this short (please read Susan Orlean's wonderful 1999 article chronicling their lives, etc): a brief rundown so you stick with me here. The group formed in 1967 at the strict insistence of the member's father, Austin Wiggins Jr; his mother was a palm-reader who foretold that he'd marry a strawberry-blonde, have two sons his mother would never meet, and raise daughters who would form a musical group (and be famous, although the prophecy's truth is undoubtedly clouded in its incredible mythic existence). The first two came true, so he took it upon himself to fulfill the prophecy's entirety. Three of his children, Dot, Betty and Helen, would form the group. Swiftly removed from school in their late teens, they were set-up on a strict schedule of home-schooling, practicing and calisthenics, that as they reflected on it years later resembled a strange and borderline-cruel form of abuse. Forced to play shows for the locals at the nearby dance hall and nursing home, the girls worked and worked and worked, with very little social interaction and real desire to continue, only doing so because of their father. Mr. Wiggins Jr. forbid his daughters to date, so when her father found out that Helen had married a man in secret, years after their first recording, he chased her husband with a shotgun and kicked her out of the band (and the family). So the story goes.

In 1969, against the advice of the engineer, Austin paid for studio time ($60/hr), attempting to capture the band “while they were hot” [liner notes]. Philosophy of the World was created, and 1000 records were soon after pressed. (It is unknown what happened to a large majority of the first pressing. Around 100 are thought to exist – the others lost in an ostensibly shady production company's tactics, or they may have just been thrown away). The group would continue this same schedule. Several years later, they recorded another collection of songs that would eventually be released as The Shaggs Own Thing. In 1975, Austin Jr, died at the age of 47 after suffering a heart attack. The group disbanded. The three sisters forgot about the group and went on to live fairly average, semi-rural-American lives. Dot is actually working on a new record, having re-emerged in the past few years. Helen now battles severe depression and lives off disability. Betty appears to have forgotten about it altogether.

Their story is as much fascinating as it is troubling; filled with unbridled youth and surprisingly effective naiveté but constructed from the same stuff that makes up your every-person's anguish and loss. Entirely unconventional, foreign, strange, but ceaselessly enchanting, stunning and unavoidably human. The Shaggs as a group and the record that made them “famous” embody almost every crucial aspect of what outsider music is, why it was able to happen, and why it may never be able to happen again. But the likes of much better writers/minds have been struggling to figure out how to categorize or even agree on what makes a musician “outsider”. Lester Bangs wrote a short piece about the Shaggs in 1981 entitled Better than the Beatles (and DNA too) that was clearly a little more tongue-in-cheek than pure appreciation. Pitchfork's Dominque Leone had a long running feature entitled “Out” Music that discussed records that (to his admission) were not necessarily “outsider”, but just out – obscuring any definition. Henry Rollins wrote a short piece for LA Weekly discussing his love for the “outsider” music of George Crumb and Iannis Xenakis. Not to mention Wikipedia's definition, or Allmusic's (lack of one) “obscuro” tag. I'm not blaming anyone here, mind you. These are just a few examples of the obvious confusion surrounding this type of music. “Outsider Music” as a term has existed for such a long time, you'd think there'd be a little more clarity. Especially today. It's both interesting and extremely problematic that Charles Ives and Spooky Black exist as equals. 

So, I sat here for a few weeks trying to draw the line, trying to conceive some incredible new definition that might make sense of it all, might tie it all together, but you see right there's the problem. This fucking stuff is far too subjective and personal and individual to tie down. There's no real rhyme or reason to the whole thing. To Henry Rollins, Iannis Xenakis is an outsider, but “I” - the incredibly informed – know better. To Dominque Leone, Zs is an outsider group, but “I” know better. Even Wikipedia (aka everyone) thinks Charles Ives is ostensibly the first musical outsider, but I'd most likely argue Florence Foster Jenkins takes that prize. There's no conventional definition because the entirety of all of it is is fucking unconventional. But I believe there is one attribute that runs through all of this, holding things in line, in cult status, in obscurity and letting others go. Fame.

To me, The Shaggs are quintessential not because they're the battiest, or the most unconventional, or even the funniest. The Shaggs are the most famous outsiders. They never had a radio hit, never made money, never interviewed, never did what musicians do. But they managed to make themselves a household name in weird music. No one ever wrote articles about them, never “analyzed” them, ever cared what their intentions were. They were meant to be forgotten. But something just wouldn't let them go. The Shaggs have, by 2015, reached the peak of this enigmatic amoebic style. They're not getting back together (first of all), but more than that, when they were making music there's just no way they could have toured, or supported themselves, or signed to a label, or even continued. Their origin is as preposterous as their music. In seemingly definite terms, 1969 was just not the year for The Shaggs. And so they faded away. It's not that they didn't try, it's not that they didn't want to be famous, have money, or fulfill their grandmother's prophecy. It's that 1969 would not let them do all of these things.

In setting up this definition, however, it becomes even more problematic that musicians like Jandek and R. Stevie Moore, oft-sighted prolific “outsiders” in their own right, intentionally stayed hidden. And even though they would've never reached any kind of “hit” status, they purposefully tried not to. The Shaggs story, by “definition” contradicts the ilk of these other outsiders: The Residents, Luciano Cilio, early-Ariel Pink, Dean Blunt, even Burial. The contradictory intention amongst music labeled “outsider” almost demands a separate definition. But their affect is all essentially the same. It's what makes defining it so difficult. On one side we have the musicians who tried so hard to get famous but couldn't: The Shaggs, Tiny Tim, Florence Foster Jenkins, Sam Sacks, Jan Terri, The Kids of Widney High, JustinRPG, etc. On the other, a group of musicians who actively avoided fame: as mentioned above, Moore, Jandek, Joe Meek, etc. But running through every group, every album, every recording: fame. Or lack thereof. Fame has many requirements, convention being its most important. Convention is normal, it's easily understood, easily related to. We hear something like Taylor Swift and we immediately get it. It's carved into us; a rut our tastes love falling into, time and time again. Convention is easy and it makes money. Even better is the slightly unconventional (i.e. Chvrches, or Future Islands, or Beyonce), making us think we're hearing something new.

Nonetheless, convention is what every outsider lacks, but that's not what holds it all together. It's a lack of recognition, absence of praise, not making it. Inability to achieve this has always had an ambiguous effect on those seeking it. Some try harder, some give up, some change course, a few might eventually even get there. But at what point does one know enough about one's effort to make a decision about it's worth? At what point do you reassess, do you reevaluate? At what point do you say enough is enough, I'm not (-in fact-) ahead of my time I'm just ridiculous? How do you gauge your own creative output's worth?

I believe this question is one we unconsciously check. Regardless of the year or technology or intelligence of the era – it's just something inherent in our makeup. But the time between start and reevaluation? I'm not so sure this doesn't change. See, recording technology has dramatically changed over the last 20 years. Today, DIY is easier than ever (Grimes, James Blake, Tame Impala, Girls, et al). Recording music no longer requires thousands of dollars, a connected uncle, and conventional talent. Anyone with a couple hundred bucks and a lot of time can do it. So it would make sense that with the increasing ability to access “pro” recording capability, more “outsiders” might get their hands on this stuff? More unconnected nobodies might be able to afford a record? You might even think we'd be in the High Renaissance of it all, right? All the glorious ambiguity and challenging ideas and progressive attitudes? Soon, we'll have the most incredible Philosophy's or Madcap Laughs or Songs of Pain. But herein lies the great paradox that is “Outsider Music” in 2015. Where the fuck did it all go?

Well, it's the times, the society, the technology, the kids, the parents. It's all these things and more that I don't really have time to dive into. But, I will say this: the Internet is a messed-up entirely crazy fucking thing. And who would have thought? It brought with it amazing power, incredible efficiency, and most of all immediacy. At the risk of sounding like one of those “zen” slow-down-when-you-eat write-ups etc, it also forever changed the ways in which we interact, communicate, and exist. More specifically, the speed at which we move. There's no time to wait. Instant everything. Immediate access all the time. Give it. I love it. But aside from this insanity, what we do with our lives and how we live and who we are, transparency is an expectation. The requirement seems to be: talking about what we're doing, sharing our everyday movements, discussing our interests and desires and, of course, hyping it all up.  If you're a musician, that can be downright oppressive. Where the fuck is your music I want to hear it right now. What are you doing? Oh?

It's not that the Internet-age single-handedly killed or is almost done killing the possibility of another group like The Shaggs, it's that we as a society will no longer allow the time it takes to have one. Remember, the Wiggins sisters spent two entire years practicing their music. In isolation, home-schooled to death. Two years. Think about that. The circumstances of their preparation and evolution is entirely problematic, of course, but if you listen to the record you can hear the precision, the correct-ness of it all. The dedication is palpable. This wasn't some trio who just happened upon instruments and boom Philosophy. These were well-rehearsed, thoroughly prepared, perfectly executed compositions. After repeated listens, their music reveals a unique cohesion, one rarely hears on record – the vocals aren't spontaneous, the guitar isn't out of tune, the rhythm isn't random, this group is playing together. A well-oiled machine. Susan Orleans wrote that Austin Wiggins Jr. believed the girls only performed their song “Philosophy of the World” correct once. They developed a style completely removed from Western pop music, from any conventional music really, and just played it to death. Practiced until their father might finally approve, might allow them to lead normal lives. It's this dedication to something so errantly unconventional that's just never going to exist again. Not because we don't want it to, but because we just don't have the time for it anymore.

I can't escape the constant pressure of getting it out now. I assume anyone who grew up in this generation feels the same, trying to make anything with their life feels the same. It's different than previous generations. Even though I obviously didn't experience it back then, there's no way said pressure existed before. There's just no time to waste. If you're doing something that's not going to produce a desired result (i.e. fame), why keep doing it if you know within a month it's terrible? You move on and try something else. Quickly. 

I do believe we all start as outsiders. With little knowledge of how anything is supposed to work, we're fueled by the inherently-human desire to create something. Eventually, we learn what works, what doesn't. We make mistakes and correct them and persist. We (often) gradually shape our creation to other people's liking – we want other people to like what we make, don't we? We eventually achieve something a little more relatable, a little more conventional. It becomes comfortable. And maybe then we decide we want to be unconventional (now that we know what the convention is), but that becomes harder and harder as it's already built into the process. Some people though, they never got past that first step. They just held onto that inherently-human desire and went with it. They remind us where it all started, where we came from, where everyone came from. I'm sure the Outsider still exists. They have to. But like the ways in which everyone understands the term, or The Shaggs, who really knows what's going on? Or when we might see them again.


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2013-07-23

Pitchfork Music Festival: 2013 coverage from just like a fan. Part 1: LIL B



I'm just going to start... PART 1

Despite Bjork, R Kelly and Belle & Sebastian headlining and The Breeders playing that one album and Wire playing and Swans playing and I don't know Solange playing, who were all fantastic in their own right, and whom I will discuss below in some sort of detail or later, my favorite moment and the one I'm still smiling about and wishing I could re-live right now is Lil B.

Having a certain admiration for the BasedGod/Lil B/Pretty Bitch, etc going into his live show, and having several (ok, quite a few) of his mixtapes (that I've listened to in some form-over-sometime), I knew that I had to be there, up close with the BasedWorld for this. But I really had no idea how much enjoyment I'd find in his set. Lil B, of course, must have been a weird show for pitchfork to book, especially on the “Red” stage at 5:15 on Sunday. Right in the middle of everything, there he was. And let's not forget that children under 10 accompanied by an adult got in free... so there were kids running around all over.

The stage setup for Lil B was more of a tear-down really. By the time we were all waiting in anticipation, the stage was completely empty. No El-P/Killer Mike/Evian Christ/Ryan Helmsworth producer/sound/music-making setup. There was nothing on stage. His crew (a mixture of friends and fellow musicians – Lee Spielman from Trash Talk, etc) stood off next to the on-stage mixing board, hyping the crowd to a certain extent and mostly laughing. A sea of Pink bandanas gathered directly in front of the stage, a few signs held up amongst them (“Lil B, You Can Fuck my Bitch ->”), and what must have been a large amount of intrigued, bemused, and ultimately angry people spread around the rest of the grounds once he got up there. But for that moment, there was nothing front and center.

Everyone, we, all waited in anticipation. Several BasedGod chants started up, people appropriately lit-up and took swigs and yelled and whatever'd at the right time. Until Lil B and his microphone stepped out.

And no one followed him. The music started, and still, no one followed. The stage was JUST Lil B, his raggedy shoes, jeans, and a floral button-up. Nothing else. No backdrop, no instruments, no crew. He played bangers. By himself. He played stuff you could not not dance to. By himself. He took his shirt off for us, he spoke to us, he cared about us. The beats and music came from nowhere, or better, as Lil B might say, they came from his soul. Everything came from his soul. There's really no other way he remembered all those damn lines (ok, a little too far). But seriously, for the 10000's of songs he's released, it's actually incredible. We all danced to every one of them. We all followed him every time. As a live MC, Lil B was superb. Or, as superb as Lil B could ever possibly need to be.

Because for as many people as he might infuriate, or the millions of people who think he's the worst rapper to ever have existed, or the layer(s) of distorted confusion one must sift through to try and understand what is Lil B; his intent was clear It's never not clear.. He loves us. More than anything. We all love him. More than anything. We should all love each other. More than anything. We should stay safe and appreciate existence. Violence and rage are unnecessary if you stay positive. Sometimes life is hard, but we have to stay positive – thank whoever for our ability to breathe and exist and enjoy this. His message's never been about bitches or drugs or fellatio, etc. It's all love. Everything else is just his way of showing this post-whatever culture how to understand that and appreciate that. Casue no way we're going to figure that out on our own, through concrete ideas and obvious words. Lil B is a genius, and I'm not joking here. This is serious. He understands this generation better than anyone I've ever witnessed.

Nothing was clearer for those of us up-front (and the appreciators in the back). Every few songs, Lil B'd stop and smile, and thank us, and remind us what it's all about. What he's all about. By the time “I Love You” started, nothing at the entire festival over the entire 3-days felt more genuine than his repeat accapella verse. “I wanna say I love you. I wanna say I love you too. Thank you for loving Lil B, thank you for supporting me. Shouts out to my Mom. I love you. Yes you can cry to this. Yes, I love you too. If anything just happen though, just just know this, I live for you and I love this. Thank you BasedWorld for being nice.”

Nothing made me happier than Lil B's hour set at pitchfork. And nothing felt as genuine as the ten minutes Lil B spent hugging his fans up front after his set time was well-over. I enjoyed so many things this weekend, but I can't say that any one of the performers really understood what a pitchork set-time truly could be as well as he did. No one took advantage of their stage-time quite like Lil B. No one united the crowd through joy and happiness and love like Lil B. He understood what musicians-who-play-at-pitchfork typically do not understand. About the power of a festival. Yes Bjork was incredible, Yes R Kelly was so much fun, yes I think MIA was ridiculous, and yeah, Andy Stott is seriously the best ever. But as far as a festival performance, Lil B did it the best this weekend. 36 bitches, respectfully.


Now go on and hate, I'lll be back with another part or two over the next couple days. At least Animal Collective wasn't there, I heard they put on a real bad show a couple years back.   

2013-07-03

½ of 2013 = probably all of 2012 for some of you, lol



There's a certain amount of charm, I'd like to believe, in telling someone, “No, I haven't heard that yet.” - or - “I haven't had a chance to listen to that yet.” - or - “I don't really care about the new Kanye record.” - or - “Daft Punk was really never my thing.” But the more probable impression of those responses, in 2103, is that I just don't care about anything anymore, or that I'm out of touch with everything, or that I'm just a negative, snobby, pretentious dude. I haven't quite decided what you all must think of me this year... So, this is me bros, I'm putting myself out there.

I'm telling you how I feel. 2013. Yep. We're here, I'm back, and I'm still doing this roundup thing that so many places feel inclined to continue, as an Internet tradition. For me, this is purely rooted in my need, as a consumer, to organize what I've heard and try and make a certain amount of sense out of it up until now. I used to use this platform, if I may call it that, as a certain means of yelling about my own tastes, but at this point, I can't say my platform is exalted in the least, so if you're still reading this, we as a proper Imprint love you and consider you one of our dearest friends : )

2013, in a huge ever-growing nutshell, has been the year of, (even more so than most of these kinds of years) like, all those people who are big and important and whatnot releasing stuff that is more or less the exact same as what we'd expect because these are bands that carved a certain sound for themselves within that, umm well, sound. You know what I mean? Boards of Canada, My Bloody Valentine, Justin Timberlake, The Knife, Kanye West, Daft Punk, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, like, I don't know, Jay-Z?? I mean all these people putting out records are HUGE. BOC? MBV? DP? JT? TK? K-DUBS?

A few of these bands were vital in my growing up days, are still relevant in my life, still influence my being. And a few, well... I just never really grabbed on to 'em when I most likely should have. And so world, heap on that feeling of pressure, that undefined guilt, the you-know-you-should-be able-to-at-least-talk-about-a-band/film/thing-because-it's-like-really-important sunken heart kind of feeling. I can't really say I know Daft Punk all that well. I don't know if I could even describe the Yeah Yeah Yeahs to you. Teagan and Sarah are twins? Maybe. Yeah, I really like the new JT record (aka Suit & Tie). That's been this year. I'm sorry I don't know what I think of all these resurgent records. I don't have anything to say about them because you all know way more about them and their respective catalogs and their persona's and their lives and what they mean to you than I do. I love that, I think it's fantastic. It's the way I feel about a select few other bands (this year) too. I'm sorry I react poorly to your Daft Punk inquiries. They're just not my thing, it's not that they're bad, it's just that I don't really like Daft Punk.

Now, fuck. BOC? MBV? Yeah, let's go all day. That's my lifeblood right there, my breadandbutter soul, all the polluted American (???) air I could breathe for the last 5 years. It's the same way you guys feel about Discovery. That's great!

Oh yeah, and Kanye. Fuck off. Seriously. I'm sure your record is good, and that you're doing stuff that's “original” and “new” and “different” but it will never be as good as, say, stuff like Kendrick or Main Attrakionz or even Danny Brown for that matter because you're a douche and we all know it. And you being genuine is nothing that I care to hear ever again because it's just you, a genuine DoucheBag. Now, go produce another Common record and we'll see what's going on. Dilla did it better anyway.

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Seriously: this whole no-illegal-downloading thing, as my good friend Cody D. so astutely pointed out, has painted me a proper Morlock. It's hard to get big-name records (well, 2013 style big name records) from online shops. And I've been bad about visiting Cheapo : (

That's it. Happy 2013. We're almost to Christmas, when I'll be back again, as this blog has shown that we're devoted to the Constant. I love all of you and wish you the best. Kisses and smiles and rainbows forever.

Oh yeah, Deathbot. We have an EP in the works, should be out in a month or so. 

THE LIST
  1. Boards of Canada – Tomorrow's Harvest
  2. My Bloody Valentine - MBV
  3. Dean Blunt – The Redeemer
  4. Deafheaven – Sunbather
  5. Dirty Beaches – Drifters / Love is the Devil
  6. 1991 – High Tech / High Life
  7. Autre Ne Veut – Anxiety
  8. Henry Flynt – Graduation
  9. Mark Ernestus / Jeri-Jeri - 800% Ndagga
  10. Jenny Hval – Innocence is Kinky
  11. Akron/Family – Sub Verses
  12. The Knife – Shaking the Habitual
  13. Powell – Untitled
  14. RP Boo – Legacy
  15. George Fitzgerald – Needs You / Thinking of You 

2013-01-26

Let's all revisit 2012 for the weekend: Ambiguity, Presumption and vehement anticipation surrounding Spring Breakers



It's been a while since I've bombarded everyone with words. Last year, I had a problem listening to anything other than Kaputt, not just because it was so good, but school and life and stuff got in the way too. This last year, I graduated and found myself with an incredible amount of time at work, home, in the car and whatnot to gather and listen. Unfortunately, I didn't have access to a lot of the records that I more than likely would have ignored if they hadn't come in to WLFM (I don't work there anymore, sad faces). So there are a decent amount of records I never got around to acquiring this year (most notably: Kendrick Lamar, Killer Mike, Tallest Man on Earth, Aesop Rock, etc). I mean I tried, but there's only so much one bro can do. I also avoided downloading things I hadn't purchased, a strategy I am currently re-considering. For the most part, I only picked these things up if something peeked my interest somewhere somehow this year. If you're like, “Hey, where's blah blah,” there's a good chance I just didn't listen to it (or I just might not have enjoyed it that much, haha).

With that said, the main reason I still feel the urge to do this is based solely on how little contact I've had with most of you re: music. I've had very few conversations about non-academic music with any of you this year and that' totally not cool! I'm also posting it in Note form so I can hear what you guys loved and what you think I shouldn't have. 2012 really was a fantastic year. Some may say this is me going overboard, but I think I've conveyed my general feelings about my top 10 pretty well. So, let it begin. Tell me what I did wrong. 

Also, how excited are all of you for Harmony Korine's Spring Breakers?? I'm so excited. 


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1) Burial – Kindred EP | Truant/Rough Sleeper

Burial hasn't released a what-they-call “proper” LP in over 5 years. The only two he has released (debut Burial and follow-up Untrue) have, by now, garnered more acclaim and critical admiration than any other electronic release since. Critics, journalists, etc went ape-shit over the deeper implications of an unknown making these things. As if self-promotion and personal-elevation were somehow intertwined in the creation of music – that an unknown musician would deny the ability to make himself more famous was hard for most to figure out. It took three-years for Burial to re-enter the conversation. In 2011, he released three EP's, Ego / Mirror, Four Walls, and Street Halo. In total, Burial has now released 5 EP's since Untrue's release way back in 2007, avoiding a full-length release entirely. There's probably some angle in this – maybe the pressure seemed fake, the hype over-blown, the prospect of giving critics more of what they loved loathed – but the most important thing right-here is that he's released enough material in the last two years to make at least 2 full lengths. Kindred and Truant/Rough Sleeper (his 2012 releases), alone, fill close to an hour of space themselves. They also represent some of the most fascinating, captivating and emotional material electronic music's ever seen. So, yeah, some angle's there, just waiting to be taken. 

Burial has always stuck to his sound. There may have been some influences here and there, some now-forgotten UK-underground that found itself evolved, some remnant of early computer-produced dance-music that favored bass over melody – maybe bass as melody. But once Burial came out, Burial owned this shit. Everything that came before Burial in the development of early dubstep disappeared; it stopped mattering. If you've ever listened to one of his records, its his fucking sound, and the two EP's he's released this year represent some of the strongest and most effective material rooted in this sound. Kindred and Truant//Rough Sleeper are, while still steeped in this, quite different from everything he's done before. There are three tracks in total on Kindred and two in total on T//RS, as opposed to the 13 respective tracks on both of his previous LP's. These three tracks contain what might easily make up eight or nine songs on a Zomby or Mount Kimbie record; three arbitrary-distinctions-that-exist-just-for-the-label-and-fans named just for-the-sake-of-being-named (I wouldn't be surprised if Hyperdub named them). Within the context of Burial's body of work, these three distinctions function in an entirely different way. 

Burial often felt like an incredibly prodigious exercise in technique – testing which found-sound might work percussively, what drone might replace the wobble of mid-2000's two-step, how one might distort and pitch-shift the most out-of-place vocal sample to fit perfectly in an entirely different harmonic atmosphere, Burial ultimately represented a collection of songs. While Untrue was similar in its album structure, these prior techniques found themselves more refined. The drops on Untrue hit harder, the vocals meant more, the effect of the album was stronger because Burial as a producer was stronger. And although his name hasn't been everywhere in oh-11 and 12, Burial as a musical creator has most fucking definitely not stopped growing.

Kindred and Truant//Rough Sleeper represent the purely-emotional; a type of sound that rarely graces any genre, let alone electronic music. Kindred and Truant//Rough Sleeper exist in a world without logical ends. They exist in a world of ambiguous emotion, some indescribable feeling that plays well-beneath our senses. It's this effect that sets both of these combined-efforts above the rest this year. Within the five tracks that comprise both EP's, ideas contort, feelings sway, fragments interrupt fragments, conclusions answer the wrong questions. The notion that one might come close to capturing pure-emotion by somehow avoiding expression seems to have challenged Burial for the duration of his existence, but these two EP's represent the closest he's come to actual emotional replication. This music defies genre or style, names or influences, it exists as frequency with no baggage//no persuasion, hits in ways no other release could, connects to places we're not aware of. Kindred and Truant//Rough Sleeper are subconscious to the point of subliminality. While 2012 saw some truly spectacular releases, none pushed a musical genre further nor suggested such a limitless future. It's a shame that T//RS came out in mid-December. In the current state of music criticism, the “best-of-the-year” list only counts Janurary-November. I mean, y'all gonna think I stole all this shit from Mark Richardson, now that his review's out.  

TLDR: Burial's the best. These two EP's are probably his best. Cause it's like true emotion. Ya know, like no words getting in the way, or like any kind of face we can visualize singing and shit. AND his beats are dope. 


2) Fiona Apple – The Idler Wheel

To avoid any kind of misconception about me as cultural commentator or whatever the fuck it is that I'm doing right now, I have to admit that I had never properly listened to any of Fiona Apple's records before this 2012 release. Most sources will tell you that this is her first album in seven years. From my own experience with The Idler Wheel, it sounds as if she's been releasing records for the last seven years (read: it doesn't sound like she's been away that long). Sure, this record makes a great deal of sense when viewed as a long-term project, not unlike Big Boi's Sir Lucious, D'angelo's Voodoo, The Wrens The Meadowlands, etc, but the length of time it took The Idler Wheel to find fruition has in no way diminished its incredible immediacy. Point: I don't need to know the inevitable backstory to say that Fiona Apple's The Idler Wheel is a fucking bizarre collection of songs. But even through the jarring timbres, incredibly sparse ensemble support, angular melodic and uninviting lyrical content, The Idler Wheel's ability to connect is incredibly unique, almost unheard of.

In 2012, Fiona Apple finds herself in an extremely similar position to that of Joanna Newsom upon her 2010 release of Have One On Me. Ms. Newsom was already a critical darling by 2010. Having been briefly associated with the freak-folk movement (Walnut Whales, Milk-eyed Mender), a New Americana that placed her firmly in a trend of the time, by 2010, Joanna's peers and the movement itself had disappeared. 2010 saw Cosmogramma, My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy, Swim, This Is Happening, Teen Dream, etc – from these classics alone, we may draw an argument that purely-acoustic music was dying. As Simon Reynolds prophesied, 2010 was truly a year of Cyborg rock (like most years now). Have One on Me, however, was not that. Painstakingly long, entirely acoustic, unamplified to save-your-life – I mean christ, Joanna Newom's instrument is the harp – Have One on Me stood alone. Joanna Newom's music was never meant to exist as a trend.

The Idler Wheel, it seems, isn't suppose to either. Again, we find a similar mix of the electro-acoustic, hybridization, ambiguous origin, and the unknowns among 2012's great releases. And again, one album stands completely apart from the rest. There's nothing all that original about Fiona Apple's content matter either: self-doubt, relationships, heartbreak, dread, regret, lost-love, fucking-being-genuinely-crazy... this stuff's all been done before, and although arguably never as good or as unique, it's still the same. I thought this shit may have run its course, played itself out, but I have to argue that Fiona Apple's constructed one of the weirdest and most original vessels to bring us this same-old played-out material shit. 

These songs shouldn't work. The chromaticism of Fiona's piano often leads nowhere, she disregards any proper popular harmonic structure entirely. It's as if harmony's been forced against its will while chords beg to function. The psuedo-throwback-croonery of “Valentine” is accompanied by unnecessarily extended chords which never resolve... the rhythmically-simple albeit brooding chords of “Regret” clash against one another, within each other... “Jonathan”s implicitly playful meandering is almost child-like, “Left Alone”s rolling chromatics in the left hand really just exist because. A lot of this shit seems to exist just because. The instruments in this album sound like they don't want to be here. With true grace and command, Fiona Apple condemned harmony to the morose, a truly legitimate parallel with her fucking-nutso aesthetic. Basically, she gave herself a shit more room up top. 

What makes The Idler Wheel truly spectacular, what cements it well-within that large cannon of piano-pop is just how well Fiona Apple's voice sits on top of this dreary landscape. Not only are her melodies&vocals&lyrics more effective than any other pop album released in 2012, they hold everything around her together; the instruments on The Idler Wheel function solely as support. Point-in-case: “Left Alone.” Fiona controls the ensemble – her voice ushers in the incredibly gorgeous drones that swim below the chorus, her voice defines the subtlety and destroys the explicit, it conducts. Without it, the song is cacophonous, it's uninformed and misdirected. What truly sets The Idler Wheel apart from Shields or Lonerism or even Channel Orange, is that everything within the album represents a part of Fiona Apple. Or at least whatever form of Fiona Apple she decided to divulge. If I may pull a far-fetched comparison here; Destroyer's Kaputt is Dan Bejar's conversation with others, The Idler Wheel is Fiona Apple's conversation with herself. 

TLDR: Fiona Apple's The Idler Wheel is really fucking bizarre. Just like her. If we have to have lyrics with a face, I'd prefer no one else (save Joanna Newsom) sing them and like totally morph into it. Ya know? 


3) Andy Stott – Luxury Problems

Luxury Problems was my favorite release of oh-12 for a good two months following its release. I've now had a bit of time to re-calibrate and analyze and what not, but the fact remains: this albums was this-close to number 1. The main reason being quite simple – I fucking love Andy Stott. There's not much more to it than that, and although fairly shallow and a little boring, I think it's fair. He's really just got everything for me; crazy good production, slamming beats, stark timbres, and Modern Love's great musical image for the sound. With Luxury Problems, it seems as though Andy Stott's perfected much. This kind of bias and personal taste never plays into the The Lists, and I miss that a bit. 

I mean, I guess the “Staff Lists” do; they never align with the actual carved-in-stone “forever” lists (just like mine looks nothing like any other commentator's), but websites still post them. I'd be lying, like most would, if my own opinions aligning with the taste-makers didn't bring incredible satisfaction to, well, me. For instance, if I personally thought that Kendrick Lamar's record was the best of the year, and then pitchfork went and picked it best-of-the-year, Jesus. Especially if I was pushing it on a whole shit-ton of people. It's pure vindication, and while quite unhealthy, it is selfishly rewarding. Sometimes, I can't help but feel that this need-for-vindication may have somehow at some point found root deep within my subconcious; maybe it's the reason why I force so much music on so many people. It's a terrible thing to think, I know (or maybe y'all feel this way, lol). Or it could just be that I like fucking awesome music a ton and can't help but talk about it. It's one of those 

Anyway, back to Mr. Stott. Luxury Problems is fucking awesome. Yeah. There is a decent amount of history behind Andy Stott and this album specifically – at least more than his previous releases – but I think it adds nothing to the experience. I could talk about the implications of utilizing an actual human voice for manipulation and application rather than vocal samples, and how that human voice happened to be his former piano teacher, or whatever. I think this approach is dumb and detracts from its effectiveness. If you don't like it, then I'll just assume that it's not your thing and we can agree to disagree. But check it out. It represents the best release within it's electronic sub-genre, in my opinion. I'm going with the more optimistic approach here: I love awesome music and want you all to listen to this and tell me if you like it, ya know? 


4) Laurel Halo – Quarantine

Laurel Halo has become part of an ostensibly continuous albeit unique breed of DIY twenty-ten's electronic musicians. Unique in that, while the DIY-mentality has always existed, well beneath within and around electronic music, never before has it been the norm. Sure, some of electronic music's masterpieces were constructed entirely by their creators (Twoism, Ambient works 1985-1994, Since I Left You, BCD), but it seems that only recently has this DIY mentality become something held in higher regard to that of the standard: record label promotion, pre-purchased gear, alternative radio spins, and thousands upon thousands of dollars in whatever. Andy Stott, Lee Gamble, Grimes, Demdike Stare, Actress, Lindstrom, Vatican Shadow etc. The relative ease at which album-ready material can be achieved via the plethora of “professional” software suites readily available to you-and-me surely accounts for this rise in trend... perhaps even a little from the decline in price and availability of old semi-pro and pro-level reel-to-reels, DAT's, even cassette recorders (this may be more of a shameless-plug than I'm comfortable with). 

I had the incredible pleasure of seeing Laurel at the 7th street a couple months back, and boy was it mind-altering. She may very well be one of the most-talented electronic performers among this bunch, definitely the most-talented I've seen. Her command of an entire table of hardware, pedals, keyboards and effected microphones was dazzling. And so much different from this album. It's pretty clear where Laurel Halo came from. Her last LP, Hour Logic, is much more dance-floor than the introspective post-ambient experiement of Quarantine. Hour Logic sounds like a live-set, where Quarantine doesn't quite immediately reveal it's ability to so-easily move. And while her latest effort plays much better on headphones than it does in, say, a venue, she didn't play Quarantine at the 7th street. She played something entirely different, but much more unique. Each track was manipulated, each track transformed via improvisation and effection. While the melody of “Years” was audible, the structure of the album version was not. And even though Quarantine strays from dance's roots, favoring slowly filtered synths-as-bass over implied kicks, startling-verging-on-annoying mixing techniques, and effect efficiency, the energy of the club is still present. But It's hardly noticeable. Live, it was obvious what her intentions were: She was taking just as many shots of Jameson as the crowd (even offering her handle to the bros up front). Laurel Halo's in this for a great time. 

But Quarantine “The Album” is much more of a downer than Laurel would have you think. While I wouldn't necessarily call “Airsick” a jam, it certainly focuses much more on the textures of the rhythm than the often explicit nature of the words. Now, this may very well be my ostensibly deaf ear for lyrics, or more exactly, my inability to really understand what anyone's truly singing about, but I (like I'd like to imagine some others) had to look up the lyrics to kind of, ya know, get examples for y'all. That is, the lyrics are not what this albums is initially about. Sure, she sings and there's words and stuff, but it's clear that Laurel doesn't want us to really pay much attention to them. She'd rather have us hum along enough so as to almost subconsciously memorize them. The sounds always take precedent, right up until they don't. And even when she's singing and her voice is full-front-up-on-stage-like, she's taken a sort top-down approach to harmony not unlike This Heat's approach on Deceit. 

Amongst all of this, there's a spooky notion that may very well trump most of the sounds: she's having a fucking great time singing some just downright aching shit. “Your eyes make all the misery come worthwhile/ Yet all I want is to rid of them” || “They come and fuck alone / the blackest night I saw you cry” || “You'll make love to cold bodies / Fresh after they're gone” || etc. I mean, there's a ton of heartbreak and misery buried here. And this misery is always obscured by her approach to harmony and her continual focus on electronic textures that tend to forcefully shift our attention elsewhere. But nonetheless, I've found myself unknowingly singing “I will never see you again / You're mad because I will not leave you alone,” only later (kind of right now) realizing that these songs really do pack a heartfull of punch. While it's rare (and still almost cliché) to have sad lyrics paired with happy music (a bad summation, I know), it's rarer still to have such ambiguous emotions tied to each aspect of a record (lyrics vs. sound). There's hurt in this record, and Laurel Halo's done a spectacular job confusing, denying, and messing with it's ultimate meaning. She's done singing a favor. Hyperdub, you always choose the best. 

TLDR: Laurel Halo's messed up cause she's looks so happy singing this stuff, and it's really morose. I guess it does take a while to realize that, maybe she hasn't realized that yet. 


5) Liars – WIXIW

Liars' prodigious ability, the one where they regularly make great records and whatnot, has become a bit of a problem for the band. The consistency they've always watermarked every record with, one their strongest attributes, appears to be hurting their once-solid ability to generate hype. Nothing else seems to explain why WIXIW was ignored so thoroughly this year. By now, it's fair to say that Liars has amassed the strongest body of work among any band in the past decade. Their 2012 addition to this incredible oeuvre is no different, a record complete with: new thematic material, an incredibly stark aesthetic change, and a genuinely self-reflective voice that had always been ignored for their hilariously ironic socialist-commentary. Unlike the years '01, '04 '06, '07, '10, however, people kind of forgot about this new addition. It may be their strongest effort to date, but I have this strange feeling that WIXIW didn't happen... 

So, why? Well... Liars had previously approached every record before with a new sense of purpose, each album a new derision, new aggression, new comedy, in brief, they'd always donned a new muse: They Threw Us All in a Trench and Stuck a Monument on top their definition of 21st century post-punk, They were Wrong, So We Drowned a bizarre trip into experimental dance-rock, Drums Not Dead one of the wildest concept albums ever created, and so on. Each record found them in new-form, and each record forced the listener to adapt to whatever aesthetic they were currently exploiting. Their consistency of embodying modernism's defining characteristic (change through positive progression) kept them comfortably nestled in the critical arms of admiration. Up until this record, their shocking ability to stay fresh through re-invention assured their widespread critical acclaim. 

What makes WIXIW's release so puzzling, then, is how little attention their starkest-change-yet has garnered; I mean they really fucking changed it up. Most every instrument they used to rely-on has been replaced by their “color” instruments of the past: electronics, synthesizers, drum-machines, sequencers, analog circuitry, etc. The heavy-as-hell distortion that so ruthlessly defined this band is gone, along with the hardcore heaviness it (they) used to shove in your face. Subtler and more obscure electronic acts like Bjork and Tricky have replaced their long-term devotional influences; bands liked This Heat, Killing Joke, Can and Faust have disappeared from the palette. Where pre-2012 Liars was a constantly evolving shape-shifting motherfucker of a band, 2012 Liars is something I haven't had enough time to call by weird phrase. 

The only explanation I could convoke is based on the experience of another band's from a couple years ago, Radiohead, specifically, The King of Limbs. And it's not even that great of an explanation because TKOL had a shit-load of hype surrounding it's release, it just wasn't very good. But in similar fashion, expectations surrounding a band that had, like Liars, defined itself through constant evolution got boring for the press. With TKOL, Radiohead lost their entitled-voice because the record kinda sucked (or at least kinda sucked in comparison to the rest of their incredible albums, which is unfair). WIXIW, however, does not, in both regards. This record is a Liars record; it does what every one of their records does, and it does that shit well. Maybe they reached the point where people stopped caring whether they might finally fall off, if they could finally be forgotten, that one bad record might cement them in the past. 

WIXIW is what The King of Limbs wanted to be, without the newspaper-edition-hype or confusing blotter-paper-insert. It's startlingly depressing, genuinely beautiful, and moody as all hell. They've traded in their guitars for orchestral synthesizer washes (The Exact Color of Doubt), rock-drums for minimal, downtempo club (His and Mine Sensations), and about as good a dance track as any made this year (Brats). They've completely changed their influences – Bjork, Tricky, and the minimalism of Basic Channel rather than the typical dose of experimental-rock prophets. WIXIW is a record of introspection, self-reflection, and solitude. It's dark and desperate, anxious and unsettling. It's not going to ruin your friends the way “Plastercasts” or “Scarecrows” did, nor exude the type of evil their live shows used to (although Angus' childlike delivery of “WIXIW” live may have been eviler than anything I saw 2 years ago). It is, however, going to stick around longer. It's going to effect you more than anything they've done before. That kind of staying power's a high-commodity this day and age. 

TLDR: You can still dance to it.  


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Let's all revisit 2012 for the weekend: Ambiguity, Presumption and vehement anticipation surrounding Spring Breakers, Pt 2


6) Grizzly Bear – Shields

There are a couple records here that I just like for their own sake; I can't really explain them, over-think them or even analyze them because I can't really figure out why I like them so much. Shields is one of these. Briefly, this record rocks the sounds, timbres, and structures I've come to love from rock bands. And, as my list may be evidence of enough, there aren't a whole lot of those things here. The breed is dying, but I digress. Yellow House solidified this band as important, Veckatimest showed they had realized this importance and could take themselves too seriously. Shields, however, absolutely screams growth; exploring the outer reaches of early post-rock (Colour of Spring, TNT), grasping further at a certain subtle-juxtaposition-aesthetic that YH hinted at (“Adelma,” they're almost there), and constructing the greatest critically-relevant Opus since Runaway (“Sun in Your Eyes”). The production is flawless, the engineering is perfect, and their voices are as good as ever. Sure, the lyrical content hasn't changed at all – I still have no idea what they're singing about – but that's not why us-people-who-listen-to-Grizzly-Bear listen to Grizzly Bear. I haven't quite figured that one out yet. 

7) Vatican Shadow – Ornamented Walls // Jordanian Descent

A whole lot of things can be inferred about Vatican Shadow that will most likely end up being true simply through his album and track names (“India has just Tested a Nuclear Device,” “Church of the NSA,” “Nightforce Scopes,” etc, etc). Obviously, he's a political dude (see: the Joe Biden-framed EP cover for Operation Neptune Spear), but his music strictly focuses on the brutal. More specifically, the brutality of War, especially the ostensibly ambiguous nature of 21st century War; technological warfare. His image is equally serious: Mr. Fernow (as VS) most commonly rocks Desert-Storm-style camo, military-grade shades, and a fuck-you-up kind of expression. He's got an image, I'll just leave it at that.

But, as it were, I'm in no position to comment on his image, validate his implications, or even really discuss his message. Vatican Shadow's music is almost exclusively word-less; he's a soundscaper. So... any implied political themes or negative commentary on the state of war et al. appear solely through the titles he applies to each song. Without these titles (and maybe a slight oversight of the not-so-common middle-eastern folk-songs he samples, onceinawhile), this music could really be called whatever VS liked. These albums could very well have been named “Flower,” or “Sunrise,” the tracks “Lost One,” or “I Miss You,” or some other messed-up title that would more than likely not be happy like these; the effect would have most likely been the same. Regardless of the political track names and brutal design, this music is still fucking heavy as shit. One can call this whatever one likes, but one's still getting messed up by it. 

Again, we find another indescribable, genre-less style that happens to grab attention because it's just plain fantastic. Ornamented Walls and Jordanian Descent are some of the most effective releases of the year, if not purely for their sonic qualities. Obviously, I don't necessarily buy into the political implications he's assigned each track/album, but that doesn't change their quality. He just releases so much god damn music, I'm very envious of this. 


8) Frank Ocean – Channel Orange

Woah. Dude. Ok, hold on now. Frank Ocean exploded in 2012; he actually probably blew up. Could you run that back so I can see it? I was too busy avoiding this record for a very petty reason; its hype. Everything surrounding Channel Orange's release made me look away: a member of Odd Future releasing a neo-soul RnB throwback record, with the worst album title, most disgusting artwork, he's my age, and every single person on earth's going to love it? I'm not going to dissect this, it's all right there. One of my self-proclaimed biggest short-comings: my inability to ignore the hype, or I guess, buy into it, another way to look at it I suppose. What should have a been a release-to-look-forward-to back in May or June was one I dreaded. And for no reason other than to avoid the hype. If I only knew someone was going to actually probably blow up. 

In reality, the record didn't live up to all the hype. Channel Orange, musically, is ¾ of a masterpiece, it's almost the greatest R n' B record since Voodoo, it's almost the greatest major label release since, I don't know, Kid A. It's almost the best record of the year, the same way The ArchAndroid Pt. 1 was almost the best record of 2010. But it's definitely not “almost” a Def Jam release -Or- It's “almost” not a Def Jam release. One of those will work. 

In all seriousness, the first ten tracks on Channel Orange are incredible. As a singular voice, these ten tracks rival Fiona Apple’s presence as an artistic singer/songwriting force – the presence just exists over a calmer/easier landscape with more-obvious themes sung by a much saner dude. Comparison to The Idler Wheel, however trifling, seems surprisingly apt. Both records are all about the main singer, the main character, the main storyline. (Fiona Apple, see: above). For Frank Ocean, it’s an earnest look at modern twenty-something's, often with marginally negative analyses of the classes above him, viewed and made in the wake of a tragic emotional experience, which blurs the conventionally defined right/wrong distinctive lines of socially typical events. Ocean was hurt before he wrote these songs. It seems that he can’t always voice his frustrations about them, so these frustrations bleed onto other aspects of his life. A lot of this dissatisfaction verges on silliness: Lucky Charms, daddy’s Jaguar, Landscapers, beach houses in Idaho (???), geographic locations generally disassociated from anything important (Denver, Idaho, Ohio, etc). There’s an arcane sense of the paltry throughout Channel Orange; on paper, most of these elements are throw-away’s; thrown away like the expulsion of Ben Folds’ Rocking the Suburbs, generally considered silly enough to just disregard.

But Frank Ocean sings these song with such a genuine passion, such dedicated affection, it’s hard to not take him seriously. And what’s more is that goddamn voice. I’m scared to even write this, but Frank Ocean’s falsetto may be the greatest RnB falsetto to hit a record since D’Angelo’s. From the very first notes (“Do you not think so far ahead?”), it casts a deep shadow across the music whenever it appears. It’s never meant to rouse us like Beyonce’s wail or Jeremih’s sometimes-auto-tuned lines, the way we’re used to, the way we want it to – his falsetto’s meant for the truly heartbreaking moments. Although the content matter is sometimes petty, the words-themselves purportedly banal, his voice is definitely not; the emotional weight he carries is such a burden, a weight that makes any letdown deeply emotional, hurt that affects everything in our lives, not just our feelings about the singular person who may have caused it. That’s what makes this record incredible, or at least everything through “Pyramids.” 
After that, it falls off. The songs lose their edge, the melodies don't catch, a lot of this is filler, and it really brings down the entire record. That still doesn't change what came before, but it definitely hurts it's overall impact. It's a shame. I don't know who's responsible, but I really wish someone would have said, “Hey, let's just do like two more songs after Pyramids and call it.” But with all the people involved, they needed to make it seem grand and make money. There's no need, it would have made money regardless. 

TLDR: You're always smoking in the house, what if my mother comes over?


9) Lee Gamble – Diversions 1994-1996

I had never heard of Lee Gamble before Boomkat pushed him all over 2012 for me. A relatively unknown, this record was constructed entirely from the more ambient-and-ethereal-breaks of Mr. Gamble's jungle/dnb record collection (all ostensibly released from 94-96). As some of you know, I absolutely adore sample-based electronic music. Some of the albums I've found myself most influenced by were constructed in this same manor, just with different source material: DJ Shadow's Endtroducing..., Quiet Village Silent Movie, The Avalanches Since I Left You, etc. Diversions 1994-1996 is a welcome addition. It's also one of the most effective ambient records released in years. Layered textures, floating ambiguity, occasional breakbeats (ok, just the one breakbeat). The complexity of such a novel, un-thought-of dichotomy (collage/foundsound structure and background aesthetic) is scary. 


10) Swans – The Seer // We Rose from Your Bed with the Sun in our Head

A towering volume of words was written about Swans' The Seer this year; I'll keep it short. There's a reason this record barely made my top 10, and yes, it might be slightly irrational, but My Father Will Guide Me Up a Rope to the Sky still remains Michael Gira's best and much better than this. He proclaimed The Seer as the culmination of his entire life's work, the second-coming of whatever-you-like in 3 LP form, Revelations, 7 lilies. He may feel that way, but I don't. The Seer is over-indulgent, unnecessarily long, and sprawling in the worst sense. It's unfocused, wrought with questionable decisions, and devoid of even the slightest hint of meaning. I realized that these negative feelings festered/bloomed through my constant comparisons to My Father, so this is me ignoring those cognizant irrationalities and putting it in a place that I guess makes sense. I mean, this is still Swans. There's still that. 

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11. Spiritualized – Sweet Heart, Sweet Light
12. Grimes – Visions
13. Nadja – Dagdrom
14. Godspeed You! Black Emperor – Allelujah!
15. Miguel – Kaleidoscope Dream
16. Julia Holter - Ekstasis
17. Jeremih – Late Nights with Jeremih
18. Dan Deacon – America
19. Prins Thomas – Prins Thomas
20. Holly Herndon – Movement
21. Brian Eno – LUX
22. Wolfgang Voigt – EP
23. Lindstrom – Smalhans
24. Earth – Angels of Darkness, Demons of Light II
25. Tame Impala – Lonerism   

2012-07-08

Romantic dinner realizations and terrifying legal anxiety: 2012 ½ way




So it's time again for everyone's half way to the end of the year round up. On my part, I wanted to a write a little about spending money on music aka buying albums. I've been doing it. Yes, that's right. I made a pact around February somewhat randomly to start paying for albums; specifically digital albums.  I used to have a certain moral objection to paying for digital music (we're talking naivete's). Itunes, rhapsody, amazon et al. These multi-million-dollar conglomerates provided lazy people seeking instant gratification ghostly, decaying outlines of an artwork created for physical appreciation, all-the-while, profiting on absentee-packaged middle-school grade rips; the Kindle of music consumption. I guess this same argument could be made against illegal (i.e. not paid for) digital music, but at least, in this case, you're paying what the content is worth (nothing).  [edit - I forgot to mention this:] I guess, just maybe, this moral objection blossomed out of my inability to stay away from these multi-million dollar conglomerates; it's hard to stray from instant gratification.  I often found myself using these huge services, like most people.  I was angry with myself.

My sudden change of heart came about out of both necessity and idealism. SOPA and PIPA did not in fact, as you all know, pass in our Government's grand decision making arena. Like it shouldn't have. But, for those of you who haven't been google-searching “[insert artist/album title here] mediafire” or some other mass-storage website may not have realized, it basically passed. The SOPA/PIPA ordeal coupled with the extremely dramatic takedown of KIM.com's Megaupload empire scared (maybe bullied) these similarly-minded hosting sites into the removal of illegal material. Those of you who have been searching these “mediafire” extensions know quite well that the illegal market has dried up, at least for in the direct-download sector. For the last several months, these types of searches resulted in numerous “this link has been removed by google's blah blah blah”, which meant: shit. Now, there's not even a reminder that they used to be there – they just don't show up.

I'll backtrack here and say that I've never successfully used bitorrent, but God did I want to. I used to like to think that I was relatively computer-savvy, but until my computer died and I started using Linux, I never figured it out. When I finally did figure it out, another force was hindering my illegal music consumption: terror, or anxiety – one of the two. The fact that google was now monitoring it's searches (obviously from their internal removal of prohibited results) scared the shit out of me. Remember when that middle-aged Minnesota woman was fined $1.9 million for downloading 24 songs two-years ago? When google wasn't monitoring their search results, it seemed ok; illegal stuff came up, meaning other people were doing it too. Like, probably at least one-thousand if “PJ Harvey let england shake zip” was the second suggested search result when I started typing in PJ Harvey.... I can take my chances with one in a thousand. But Google removing links? Then they definitely had the power to remove me from all the money I will ever make in my life. So, yeah, necessity.

The other kind of startling truth about all of this is that I had been illegally downloading music for a couple years. The amount was never superfluous – maybe an album or two every couple weeks. I always justified it by saying something like, “I'm going to buy it on vinyl”, or “I don't like really like the band, I just want to measure the hype.” Working at a radio station also helped... But, I would download an album here or there, just to see what it was about. Ultimately, I felt I had no other choice. I was in school, didn't have a job, no money, no record store within walking distance. And with the pure mass of music gaining coverage by our music bibles, what is one to do? Just not get that album? So I did it.

Two things just really hit me a couple months ago. I was at Chipotle for the third time that week, dropping $8 for some tacos, when I realized that I had already spent three times what 1 digital album costs in three days. Fuck dude. What the hell was I doing with my money? I was throwing it (continuously) at of something that kept me satisfied for an hour, all the while stealing music from musicians who put months, sometimes years, into making a piece of artwork that could provide years of satisfaction. Jesus, man. My priorities were fucked. Also, how the fuck could I expect anyone to pay for something that I might/will/am creating when I'm stealing the shit out of it? That's the second thing, but it's not as romantic as the Chipotle realization.

I do, however, think that illegal downloading and the culture of music consumption in general today has a lot to say about the music industry, specifically, musicians and the way in which consumers/appreciators connect with them. Quite frankly, it's the music industry's fault that the majority of music lovers acquire music via quote-unquote illegal sources. Only because the way in which a majority of music-lovers acquire music is still considered illegal. The music corporations (read Warner, EMI, Atlantic, et al) are still trying to gonna party like its 1999. And while the 21st century has seen the emergence of an entirely rabid breed of young people craving “new” music, these corporations assume their old-guard system will function the same, or rather, needed to function the same; instead of adapting to a new and (begrudgingly) profitable culture of hyper-collecting and digital hoarding, they decided to throw millions at politicians and fuck-over the women of Minnesota!

The solution to the whole music-industry issue is out there. There's money to be made in music, if not entirely because of the fans. If people just hated music today, it'd be a lot easier to understand why the big record companies are struggling like they are. It'd be easier to understand why SOPA was actually an issue and pirates were fined millions: protecting the glory I'm sure these companies once felt they bathed in. But in a culture when no one knows enough, and even people who think they know everything don't know enough, I can't help feeling no pity for these record companies. And it's terrible that the musicians (the letter-writers) signed to these companies are the ones that are ultimately suffering. Or, at least, that's what they'd like you to think. But it's hard to pity the 99million Nicki Minaj or LMFAO are making. For some reason, these one-percenters get a break from criticism, cause they make art.

Really, I think the fact that most people (myself included) find it easier and essentially more satisfying to get a digital album for free in our current state rather than pay for it is startling; this should be the issue labels are looking at. Prohibition doesn't work, so congress and corporations, stop trying to utilize it. Record labels – make it easy for us to pay for your shit. Make it easy to support the musicians you promote. Sadly, that's what hoarders want. If any of us have to go out of our way to buy something, we're not going to if we can go out of our to get it for free. Change your system, you might be surprised.

What triggered my shift from free music acquisition to economic music acquisition, besides the irrationally mounting terror associated with millions of dollars in fines/rape fees (whichever you prefer), was ultimately the promise I saw in several labels. A story I read about Stone Throw's decision to join the extremely progressive drip.fm spurred my interest in actually paying for digital music. I mean, they basically give it to you, like, hand it to you for a convenience charge. I guaranty you people would pay for music if it cost $0 with a $10 shipping and handling fee, which is basically what drip.fm is. From there, I searched around and found other sites that might, at least, offer music I couldn't get on itunes. After my list of half-year favorites, I've listed several websites. Also – I love 2012 so far.

  1. Fiona Apple – Idler Wheel
  2. Liars – WIXIW
  3. Spiritualized – Sweet Heart, Sweet Light
  4. Grimes – Visions
  5. Burial – Kindred
  6. Wolfgang Voigt – EP
  7. Earth – Angels of Darkness, Demons of Light II
  8. Big Krit – Return to 4eva
  9. Julia Holter -Ekstasis
  10. Demdike Stare - Elemental